What The Girls Are Up To

Eliana is up to:
-Having a mind of her own and proving it whenever possible. Luckily she's still easily distracted from her forays into mischief.
-Eating and wearing volumes of yogurt.

-Talking! She told her first story: "Book on foot, oww." after standing on a book with one foot that her other foot was underneath.
She also says:
No,
yeah, (said oh-so matter of factly.)
baby, juice, car,
more, cheese,
nigh-night,
dog, meow,
apple (her clearest word),
Lijah (for Elijah),
Yiana (for Eliana),
Detta (for Adessa),
Rella (for Cinderella- I know, how proud/concerned should I be that she already recognizes the girl?),
airplane (sounds more like "ay-pay" but it's clear what she means),
Tico-tico- means tickle me more, please.
-Grunting when things are heavy (or when they aren't).

-Climbing on everything.
-Dancing and jumping (and paying attention when the TV is on, a blessing and a curse!) Sidenote: I LOVE how she says "Yeah", here.

-Making all kinds of sound effects- she can do a pretty mean airplane immitation.
-Smiling delightfully. Melts my cockles every time.
-Swinging. For as long as anyone will push her.

-Putting on other people's shoes. She doesn't discriminate, any shoes will do. On either foot.

-Her hair is long enough for bath time fun and bed head.




Adessa is up to:
-Saying sweet things, like: "Leaves are what keep the trees warm." and not so sweet things like: "Leave me aloneeeeee." In some ways Adessa is figuring out how to be flexible and less stubborn, and in some ways we're into a whole new level of inflexibility and stubbornness. We're working hard to keep her blood-sugar constant, as she's outrageous when she's hungry, which has helped.
-Preschool, twice a week of intense fun and social interaction. She's always ready to give me a lowdown of who cried, who played with her, who took her shovel, what the puppet show was about, and what the snack was. She routinely takes 3.5-4 hour naps afterwards.
-Singing, and dancing, and telling stories, or singing a story while dancing.

-Expressing her sense of humor, and understanding our humor. Calvin always corrects my grammar (thanks, babe), and after I said: "Lay around", he reminded me that it was: "Lie around, Keidi. Unless you mean you're going to lay an egg." We didn't even know that Adessa was listening, until she started cracking up. We just looked at each other in disbelief, because, ahem, it wasn't the first time that very conversation had happened in front of her. She's starting to "get it".
-Spending quality binky time on the bed, in full princess regalia.

-Wearing rubber bands in funny places.

-Enjoying church with her Nina, Romina.

-Bubble fun.



And one for the road: Dreamy girls after an evening walk. We love the fall!

A Few of our Favorite Things, Lately

Dress up clothes! A coworker handed down her daughters' amazing princess dresses, and Adessa is rarely to be found in her own clothes.


Eliana gets in on the game.


Sweet! (And becoming rarer every day).


Posin'.


How they really feel about posing. 8)


The creek! We've finally had some hot days (weird weather this summer) and have enjoyed time spent at the creek.






Evening walks that end at the rec field.


Preschool time! Please, God, help me figure out the logistics. We're having babysitter issues, and Adessa goes to school on days that I work. This Tuesday is her first day of preschool, and my first day of teaching for the homeschoolers. Whereupon I'm going to be running all over and trying to exude inner calm so that Adessa doesn't come unglued. Which has been a pretty frequent occurance these days--we're experiencing some profound disequilibrium.

Adessa (working hard not to smile) with her preschool teacher, Mrs. Zweers, at Visiting Day.



Skylake Family Camp... was so fun. We went when Adessa was Eliana's age, so it was cool to remember and compare.



Horseback riding was a highlight. Adessa was gleeful the whole time, starting the second she put on the only pink helmet available.






Hanging outside our cabins, relaxing catch-up time with family.


In the dining hall. A favorite part, the staff did all the cooking and clean up!


The whole gang!


Two years ago with Adessa outside our cabin, the famous "eyewear" shot.


Attempting a reenactment of the eyewear shot, but no! Adessa had other ideas. We chose an inopportune moment for her.


So it was reenacted with just Eliana. There.

Remodeling, Family Visits, and Happy Hollow

Remodeling is terrible. Its going to be great when we're done, and by then we'll think the inconvenience is worth it, but... its terrible. I had a melt-down half way through, when we were napping the girls all over town and I was forgetting things between three houses and never could actually DO anything productive because I was never where what I needed was. Its been crazy. Our house, however, is looking great. So that's good. Right? It's all done this week!

The finished big bathroom. Couldn't figure out how to turn it, sorry.


Getting ready for a bath in our newly remodeled bathroom. I was going to stay away from naked pictures, but this is so cute!


Underneath what we thought was old linoleum, even older linoleum.


Eliana saying "cheese" in the new improved kitchen.

Eliana and a virtual Kitchen Tour.


Walking back and forth on one of the many trips between our house and grandma's.


Eliana helping Daddy walk the dogs. She's starting to have ideas about the things that she wants, and the stroller isn't one of them. Whatever Adessa is doing is what Eliana wants to do. She's a climber, fearless, and has a new relationship with the word, "No!" Still lots of fun, though!


Happy Hollow
Our mom's group did a last hurrah at a semi-close-by hot spot for tots, Happy Hollow. Fun was had by all!

Adessa and Eliana on the carosel.


Gwen and Adessa on the carosel. Again.


Eliana and Adessa sitting in the fire truck, moments before tandem full blown histeria in which I had to remove them from the ride.


Adessa and Eliana trying to get close to the goats without the goats getting close to them.


La Familia
We've also had oodles of Calvin's family in town, also sharing his parents' house with us while ours is torn up. It was great to see them, the girls had lots of fun with their cousins and second-cousins.

Waffles with the cousins. (Okay, not a great shot of anyone, but you can see that Adessa is, indeed, with her cousins.)


With second cousin Ian. These two had lots of fun.


Matching girls in front of grandma's house.


The Lewis/Frigaard/Alligood clan!

The Girls

Rub a-Dub Dub! Cousins and neighbors in a tub!

The Beach! Maybe Eliana's second time? Yes, we need to make our way there more!

Getting on and off of this box was 22 minutes of non-stop fun.

Posin'

Our bathtub, up until yesterday! Our first bathroom is useable, almost done! Yay!

Serious meat eater. Step away from my drumsticks!

The Spiritual Re-Re-Re-Re-Awakening

I could add a few more Re's in there. Since first hinting about this revival, it has lapsed into a quiet, subconscious simmering. But I will deliver the meat of it, anyway, partly in hopes to pep myself up again. Oh dear.

Back in May, (could be why it doesn't feel so freshly amazing anymore) I went to hear Fr. Mel (Fr. Meletios Weber) speak. He is the priest who, with my dad, married Calvin and I. I really, really love him. He's one of those who spends a few minutes talking to me and changes my whole perspective. And hearing one of his talks is always just fabulous. The guy knows what he's talking about, spiritually, psychologically, relationally, linguistically... (We always nerd around and try to speak French together. He speaks many languages. Love him.)

Fr. Mel's talk was titled "Family, Church, and the Spiritual Way." I would have driven an hour and paid a babysitter to hear him talk about car parts or the rice farming, anything. I assumed the talk was about how to get your kids involved in church life, or keep them busy during services (any hints or philosophies on kids in church from mamas out there?) But his talk was much deeper than that, about people, families and their problems, and the church's role therein.

His main points:
*We are broken people and need healing. (This is opposed to the western view that we are sinful and need punishment or forgiveness.)

*Sometimes our brokenness crashes and clashes with the brokenness of someone else. Families are a good place for this, as is church.

*When we realize we are broken, we can then begin to face problems correctly. Being aware of how broken we are, we are entitled to the healing of God. No one can take away God's healing except our own self, through pride.

*Biggest brokenness: between our head/mind and our heart.
1. Our mind likes to dwell in the past or future, where God meets us in the present moment (heart).
2. Our mind runs a stream of chatter, "Logisme", always feeding us two types of thoughts: fear and desire. Most of our thoughts are "what if" or "if only".
-Our brains are good for working things out, its good to voluntarily use our mind, but when our mind is doing something to us, that's our brokenness. (Throwing a pity party, worrying, getting emotional and festering, etc.)
-Emotion is a physical reaction to thought, fickle, fleeting. Its okay to use emotion to describe an event, but it is not ever the event.
-Memory is bad at reconstructing reality. Its good at reconstructing our emotions about something.

*Our thought clumps (Logisme groups) are the Human Ego, which says: life isn't fair to me, but what about me?, expects always to be attacked, is always desperate, the super insecure part of us. Ego wants to be the victim, so we can say: "SEE! Look at what happened to ME!"
(Side note: he thinks people so enjoy being the victim that they hold on to it, even for 20+ years, because they can use it to explain/excuse their behavior. At some point-- get over it. Its in the past, unproductive to continue to give energy to it, its done.)

*Psychotherapy: people try to use their mind to fix their mind. Psychotherapy gets rid of symptoms. The root of our problems is our inability to dwell in our heart. Our goal is to seek God in the silence of our hearts. Fr. Mel has a whole book on this Blood and Water, Wine and Oil.

*Getting in touch with our inner silence/GOD affects every molecule in the universe. (That's so awesome.)

*Entering the heart is the solution and healing to our brokenness. I didn't take any notes on how to do that. I think its waiting for God in between the words of prayer. Being immensely aware of God, conscious of God. Seeking God in the silence of our hearts. Being present.

*The minute we say to God: "I don't want the moment I'm having right now, I want the one in my head." (expectations), we are in hell. This is so true for me, especially around bed-times. I expect certain kids to go to sleep. They're tired, it's time, and when they don't, it's hell. Churning frustration for me, which doesn't help anyone go to sleep.

These were the big huge bell-ringers for me. Wow. And for a few weeks I could be putting Eliana to bed, praying: "Lord, have mercy." slowly with my breath, trying to be silent in between the words, and it was progress, maybe. And as a side-effect, I was less irritated by how long she flops around before sleeping. 8)

There was more about the family, if anyone out there is still reading.
*We have to accept the family, accept God's reality, live with what annoys us and accept people for who they are.

*We need extended families. Badly. Boys need to be aware of righteous maleness from watching grandfathers and uncles as well as their dad. Girls need to be getting cues about their role not just from their moms, but the whole extended family of women. The whole family teaches kids. Its the village. Church can be our extended family, if ours is far away or unavailable.

*Remedy for families: 1. Be vigilant about honesty (tempered by kindness and necessity). Kids should never second guess themselves because they saw something that was negated by parents. (Mom: "No, dad isn't drunk, passed out on the floor. He wouldn't do that. He's sick. etc. Kid is unsure of reality, unstable.)
2. Avoid manipulative language (not honest). Like saying "I love you" just to draw a response of "I love you, too."
3. Avoid symbolic language (I didn't totally get this part. Its mainly about don't argue about who left the chips out if the deeper issues is unaddressed. Be upfront and honest and address the deeper issue.)

*Ego gets enraged when under threat. Ego fills the whole space of a person, wants to feed off of pain, looks for someone close by to pick a fight with and make another enraged ego until all the energy is used up. Resist enraged egos! Cool your ego, don't react. Find out what the cycle is and break it. Every problem in the world starts with an enraged ego.


Interesting gems he just dropped on us and then kept talking about his main points:
*Parenting isn't as complex as we make it. He thinks we just need to draw gentle boundaries around basic goodness, our children are who they are. Interesting. Not sure what I think (maybe because that would be admitting I'm not in control.)
*We have no effect on anyone from eight years old upwards unless they are agreeable to change. Hmmmm...

If you're still reading... wow. Good job. I was going to include the other part of my recent revelations, the book: "Easy to Love, Difficult to Discipline", but I'll save it for another day. 8)

Summer Fun

This really feels like a vacation... 8). Between being off of work, and having Calvin's days off, we are really reveling in the joy of being together. He's switched schedules, so starting soon he'll have weekends off. That means when the school year starts, we'll be using babysitters more while we both work, but then have lots of family time ALL TOGETHER when we're off. I'm excited about that.

The girls are doing great. I'm loving hanging out with them tremendously. The remodel has started, so we shuttle between our house and Calvin's parents' for naps and showers. Eventually we'll be using their kitchen while ours is worked on. Overall, the remodel is going great, not too big of an imposition so far, except perhaps our imposition on the grandparents.

Eliana is at such a fun age. I see why lots of people get pregnant when their youngest are this age, it's very sweet and enchanting. Eliana's latest cute thing is to rub her head no matter where she hurts herself. She does bonk her head frequently, and we all rush to rub rub rub it. She now rubs her head herself, even if she falls onto her bottom, or bonks her foot. Cute. Adessa's latest cute thing is making up songs and dancing to them. Her words don't always make sense, but, neither do many songs I hear on the radio. I've been working to give Adessa lots of hugs and kisses, which she doesn't invite as much as Eliana, because, as we all know... it goes so fast

Oh- I forgot to post something that happened a few weeks ago: Adessa was crawling around in our car instead of getting into her seat, something that happens every once in a while. I was loading up Eliana and the rest of the car, and I heard her exclaim: "Mom! I found God!" Well! That was easy! I turned to see what she was talking about, and saw that she found an icon card of Jesus in the backseat. She held onto it for a while as we drove, and then later gave it back to me saying: "I'm all done with God." Oh dear.

One of the main reasons I'm enjoying the girls soooo much, besides having Calvin home lately in between shift changes, and being off of work...and eating less sugar and getting more sleep...and Eliana being older...and Adessa growing out of her fits somewhat... is... that I'm reading the very very very best book. It is life changing, and I highly recommend it for everyone, but especially parents. It makes changing yourself seem so very possible. It's called: "Easy to Love, Difficult to Discipline", which makes it sound like you only need it if you have a difficult child. Which isn't true, it's good for all interactions with all people. I'm going to use it with my students as a teacher. It's by Becky A. Bailey, PhD, and... it's made such a difference in my dynamics with Adessa and our interactions. It works! I'm going to do a blog post about how God is using so many different things right now, helpful and grace-giving lessons converging in my heart for positive change. This book is one of those things. Yay!

Okay... the pictures!
Swimming lesson action shots. These look glamorous, but don't be fooled. While the girls are having fun and look wet, not very much actual swimming is happening. Which is fine, next year. (Or else!)


Adessa and Daddy on the move.

Eliana's goose-egg producing forehead incident. She tripped directly onto her head, no hands out. Ouch.


Bubbles!

Almost, baby girl!

This is what happens when I ask them to pose: